I feel like a failure I’ve graduated 2 schools at top of the class went through a summer program at top.of the class and one single girl has me feeling like a piece of shit is that normal I don’t know man the only thing that helps me is jellyrolls songs fr tho just earlier I was bout to do it had the gun cocked and all and glitter came on and I just thought like why not just try to keep going why not try to get over this and now here I am again at 12:11 am I dont wanna do this anymore I just need help and the psychologist doesnt fucking help I just act like she does bunnie am I lost, am i to weak,how do i get better